A day in the life of...

sissy says I'm slacking and its time to post.

you know that phrase, "God never gives you more than you can handle?" I believe it. I really do. but sometimes, my head and my heart mis-fire with that belief.

its been an intense few weeks and I've decided its time to run away to the river for the weekend. and, after reading Carol's blog on her Thursday turned Monday, I am simply grateful I have the freedom to get in my car, drive two hours, and find a week cabin on the river, that has the best hammocks in the world, hanging on the porch, to curl up in, in my sleeping bag and just "be." (sister, I wish you could come with me!!!!!)

you see, between continuing to understand what being the deputy chief of staff to the lt. governor means, while he is being two men, with two hats, handling his current job as well as campaigning for a seat in congress...having my nearest and dearest kindred spirit, girlfriend be moved to another state, thousands of miles away...juggling singing on the worship team as many weekends as possible because I WANT to, but honestly don't have the time...traveling back and forth from Juneau to continue supervising and training my staff there...wanting time with my boss's daughters who I love dearly and not really getting it...processing, praying through and mulling the future...attempting in a hit or miss fashion, to stay in touch with my 'oh so busy' parents...working through some difficult relationships...and, planning a trip to DC for fun?!!! well. ok, maybe this doesn't fully capture the depth, the emotion, the drain, the details glaring me in the face, asking for answers...and, most of that just simply can't be put into words here...

anyway...that's the current, and that's all I got! :)