A day in the life of...

...and tonight its because I chose the comfort of coffee after dinner at my last Family Night. is that silly? potentially. but, comfort is sort of a big deal to me right now, and whether or not coffee should be comfort, is debatable. but today, it was. and, I'm ok with that.

what I'm also ok with is those moments I crawl in my car to go somewhere and Jesus gives me a song that is also comfort. this just happened. on Tuesday at 4:07pm to be exact. ok, so not entirely sure on the minute, but I like 7's, so I'll go with it. God's been giving me a few songs recently, in different ways. one through a friend who knew I needed it...and, another through K-LOVE...

this is the most recent one that I thought I'd share...when the shoe fits, wear it. I'm wearing this shoe.

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

(Chorus)
Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

(Chorus)

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This *is* something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Something Heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time *to* breathe in and let everything out

so, I was wondering around some blogs tonight and kind of got stuck, musing through Marijke's blogs. they're just good. really good. I wonder where she gets this stuff, how its inspired, why its so awesome, and why can't I do it to?! I don't blog much, but when I go read Marijke's, I'm inspired. I want to write more, I want to dream, I want to come up with cool, fun, creative posts. it makes me want to write. and yet, do I have time? hm.

hopefully this winter, when life slows down a bit and I travel south and quit my job, maybe then? who knows. we'll see.

got any inspiration for me?

for now, its all too deep, too raw, too close to blog about.

:)